Now let's hear the end of the matter:
Not all will marry. Not all will have children. Not all will enjoy the blessings of Marriage or of having children. For some, Children will be their biggest curse and for some their marriage will be their biggest trap and regret. In all things, thank God, If He loves you, He denies you some things that will, in the future, hurt you.
You will not understand while you walk in the dark, yes and it is the hardest part. Sometimes you wish God would be upfront with you. Whatever your lot, my sister...my brother, the Scripture has taught us to say, it is well with our soul.
Do not fret. God knows what is best for you. Don't push Him, or He may stand aside and watch you run temporarily to your pleasure, and tip off into the precipice to your hurt.